Nick (zoneseek) wrote,

been having some bad nights lately, since the solstice. existential angst, the intense realization that life is finite, and someday i'll go into the dark, forever. sort of a shadow satori. there's a zen intensity to it, savoring the moments because someday, inevitably, there'll be a last moment and pfft. no matter how hard you hold on, ten years or fifty years or a thousand years, someday the line drops to zero. no one beats entropy.

and it makes falling asleep hard, scary, a tiny rehearsal of the infinite black that swallows us all in the end.
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